I’m lost to say the least

I don’t know where up is and I’m not sure how long down lasts

Everyday is the same day an endless loop of mindless activity

I’m grateful for all that I have

But I am constantly mourning the experiences I don’t feel I’ll ever encounter

why do I feel like I’m running out of time with each passing moment

I fantasize of a different life in a different time, will it ever escape my imagination and manifest into reality

I long for meaning and purpose but have no idea how to put into existence clearly what it is I want

As the night falls all I can think about is you.
How long will you dwell in my subconscience?
Twisting and turning my thoughts and desires towards you.
Will I ever be so lucky?
I just want to know you.

louiewarhols:

lowkey just want your attention 

momjoon:

*lowkey loves you for the rest of my entire fucking life